what's next??

So its been a while since I've written. I actually forgot that I even had a blog until like yesterday. Anyways, I'm still in Charlotte. Unfortunately my internship has now ended and I am now living in the adult world and unemployed at the moment. I'm going to starting working with Therapeutic Services with a boy who has CHARGE Syndrome. He is considered to be blind and deaf, has developmental delay, is nonverbal and needs a little assistance with walking because his equilibrium is off. I am really excited about starting to work with him and get to know him, but I'm also nervous too...I hope he likes me. He seems like a really sweet boy, mom sure is! I am also interviewing on the phone tomorrow with Levine Children's Hospital here in Charlotte. It's the other Children's hospital we have here. It's only PRN but hey...it's something and will at least get my foot in the door. Could turn in to part time, then full time and who knows where I'll go from there :) I'm praying that it goes well. I can't sit at home any longer and not do anything. The last thing I want to do with a college degree is work in a daycare, but I will if I have to. I just worked so hard in school, completed an 800+ hour internship and graduated with honors and now I'm lost...my whole life I've always known what was coming next, I've never finished something and not known that something better and more exciting was right around the corner and now it scares me that I have no idea. I trust God with everything and I know that He has a plan for my life and that I need to just sit back and let him have complete control over where my life goes. I eventually will and everyday I pray that He takes my life and lets me know what's going to happen...something tells me I'm praying the wrong thing, but I know that he understands and will do things in His own time. I'm excited about what's next I just don't know what it is and for right now that's ok. So I just ask for prayer that I be given the answers from God as to what I will be doing...I just need to sit down and be still and know that He is God and my life is in His hands not mine!! Thanks :)