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So I got some really bad news tonight regarding the fact that I am not going to be graduating in May with some of my friends and on time...unfortunately I did not get an internship for the summer. I know in my heart that this happened for a reason and that God has a plan for everything, I know that...but right now, it is really hard to make myself believe it! I am upset, I am sad, I am disappointed, I am lost! No ones graduation should depend on whether or not they get an internship, no ones college degree should either and I picked a major where it did happen that way. I will be okay, I will get through this, and I eventually will come to understand the reason behind it all...but right now I don't and that's ok. I just look forward to spring break 2010 in The Bahamas and to a brighter future that God has already planned out for me. More news on this tragic week, that only just begun-we have to put my 10 yr old golden retriever down soon, and it's going to be like losing a best friend. Really needed good news to conteract my bad news I got-but that wasn't the case either, once again this isn't about me, it's about God and I have to realize that. So pray that I continue to see light at the end of this very long tunnel, that I can find my happiness deep down and that I will find the means to accept this-and soon! Thanks!