Am I ready?

Over the past few weeks I have been extremely not busy to be able to sit and ponder life...this does not always go over well. I have really wondered if I am ready to leave Greenville, to leave the world I know, the friends I have made, the life that I have lived and have come to really enjoy over the past 4 years. I keep wondering if I've picked the right major if I can really do what I have been taught to do. Am I really ready to live in a world that I am no familiar with? The real world, the working world, the world of grown ups? College life has been so easy and I am elated about getting and internship and being able to move back to Charlotte and in with my sister...but will Charlotte be what I have known it to be once I'm back for good? Am I ready to not be immature when I want to be, to act like I have some sense when I don't always, to make new friends, when I've got ones here I like just fine, to pick another church-because who knows where I'll end up going once I'm back...Stough....Elevation....my own place???? God only knows. I trust God completly with my life and I know that He will take care of me and with Him by my side that I will be ready for what ever is thrown my way, but right now I'm questioning it all..why? Because it's change and I don't do well with change even though my life needs a change. Hopefully I can find some way to become ok with all of this by mid July when it's time to peace out of here but right now between my friends and I "leaving" isn't mentioned much and the summer is going way too fast for our liking!